Monday, December 7, 2009

3.56 pagi...

Salam satu Malaysia semua.. apa kabar pagi anda? aku tengah kebosanan ni. jam dah kul 3.56 pagi. aku baru abes wat kue sample untuk kak ija. vanue? umah piah ar mana lagi.. maxis broadband piah menjadi mangsa keadaan di kala kebosanan. time gulung kue sempat gak melayan youtube HIMYM (How I Met Your Mother) lawak cerita ni. tak tertahan kelawakkan dia ar. kira bagi aku bleh ganti cerita FRIENDS gak ar. lagi pun jalan cerita dia hampir sama iaitu berkenaan dengan per'kawan'an (ada ke word ni?). rasa cam nak tido tapi esok kelas aku kul 830 pagi hokkay. cik shaffiq nak anta kul 730 pagi. untuk mengelakkan dari aku terbabas @ tak bangun aku mengambil pendekatan untuk tidak tido terus. bagus tak kesimpulan yang aku wat? hahaha..

hari yang agak meletihkan telah berlalu. hari ni akan start 1 new busy day. untuk pengetahuan semua, aku dah start belajar semula. kira back to school gak ar ni. minggu pertama memang memenatkan. semalam je satu hari suntuk berjalan. ke hulu ke hilir dengan paper application nak add subject. dengan undang2 study yang semakin diketatkan ni susah nak add subject. subject yang aku bleh add dah penuh pulak section dia. kena tunggu esok kalau2 dia ada buat satu section baru. mintak2 ada ar.. masuk je sem baru otak mesti makin runsing. dah masuk 5 tahun aku belajar kat U aku ni tak abis2 lagi. bilalah aku nak abis ni.. ikut rasa utus asa dah lama dah dia terputus. sekarang ni just pk alang2 study at least abiskanlah. tak mo jadi cam member2 aku yang terkantoi di tengah jalan.

esok ops arini aku nak kena g cari lech aku lagi. nak mintak tambah credit hour. puh! mintak2lah dia bagi. kalau tak mau sepuloh tahun aku blaja tak abis2 lagi ni. kepala pun dah makin pening nak menjawab ngan mak n abah aku. ngan family yang lain2 lagi. bape lama aku nak extend da... nakkata tak belajar aku dah usaha habis2an dah. tapi hasilnya sama je. adoiai.. pening kepala aku ni. kadang2 terpikir gak. kalau aku masuk U lain lama camni gak ke aku blaja.? nape orang lain belajar aku tengok cam sangat senang je nak abis? kalau aku tau camni punya susah n lama bagus aku berenti time aku umo 20 tahun dulu amek kos lain. amek nursing ke.. at least dah jadi nurse dah aku sekarang. ni dah terlambat kot. bak kata adik aku si piah ni.. "ko abiskan jelah yong.. lambat pun.. nak wat camne..." cam sangat senang je dia cakap. dia dah lepas senang ar kot. hai.. entahlah.. dengan english yang tak dapat d add lagi ni.. bertambah pening kepala aku ni..

doakan aku abis belajar k kengkawan.. semoga d permudahkan segala urusan aku.. Amin...

p/s;
cik shafiq pun nk sambung blaja gak. InsyaAllah.. doakan beliau sekali k.. (lambatlah aku kawin nampaknye...)

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

if I were a boy

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy


this song gave me a lot of thought and hope it will gave you all something to think about too..
enjoy this song but don't just enjoy the music but enjoy the lyrics also..